oblivion

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See, that’s what the app is perfect for.

Sounds perfect Wahhhh, I don’t wanna
scaredghostadult
scaredghostadult

My sweet girl, I dreamt of you again

You and I were so in love. We kissed over and over. I felt so happy in your embrace.

You and I watched a movie together. There was an animated scene that was so beautiful, we almost cried. It looked exactly how I feel. How I feel when it comes to you.

It feels like you and I are on different planes of existence. I see you. You see me. We run to eachother for an embrace. But you pass right through me in a glittering light. We turn around to look at eachother, horrified. But we run to eachother again and again. So desperate to be touched. To be held. To be loved.

In my waking hours, you are far from me. You left this shit hole of a town to restart your life. In search of happiness and safety. I support you all the way, but I still miss you.

My pretty girl. You're so beautiful, even when you cry. You cried in my arms. Afraid to leave me behind. But I understand. You need to be free.

I think that was the first time I ever told you that I loved you. And you said you loved me back. However, I'm sure that you meant that you cared for me like a sister. Or that's what you wanted me to think anyways.

I wish you could be mine, but I care about you too much. I don't want to mess up again. I've failed so many times in my relationships. I'm afraid that I would hurt you somehow. You're my best friend. I don't want to lose you.

I want you to be happy. It's what you deserve. You mean so much to me. If you could end up truly happy one day, that might just be enough for me.

So I'll be waiting for you to visit me. Hopeful that maybe, just maybe, we could somehow be together.

theacheinmypain
theacheinmypain

when I find myself crawling back into the deep depths of my room through my window, i think of you. i think of your laugh and how you struggled to pull yourself in. i think of the nights you held my hand so easily in your palm. how we would sit in my bed watching the tv as one song came on after the next. i remember how you entered my body. i remember the rush and i remember the meaning. out of all the things that haunt me the most, your laugh is the loudest one. it has always been the most mesmorizing thing about you, so has your smile. your smile brings warmth and your laugh brings happiness. i cannot think of all the times i've fell asleep wishing i could hear you laugh one more time. every might i wish to hear it one more time. maybe if i knew it was the last time i wouldnt long for it. i know i need to move on. i need to stop living in the past. i know that the only way i can move on from you is to move onto someone else. the only way is to move on is to live a life of sin. i wish the best for you but i also wish you could care for me one last time.

ohdearaugust
ohdearaugust

“i cut my hair. and then i cut it again. i’m not sure why, but there’s something so beautiful about physically removing something from one’s body. almost intoxicating really, the act of stripping away the person i was. i’d like to think that with each strand of hair that fell to the ground i was freed, in someway. but each day when i look up, my reflection cries in someone i still recognize.”

- the weight of it all. by: @thegatheringofdaisies

jennyyyeeettt
jennyyyeeettt

THIS STUDYING THING WORKED WITH ME!!

I don't usually study a lot. Like I'd sit down for the whole day on my desk and get so little done, sometimes I even get nothing done at all, but today I weirdly did a lot... Since I knew my finals will be in a week, I sat down with one of my "most worrying" college mates and we planned out the whole week's study plan so we can get the most done a week before the exam. Yesterday was a bit messy as I didn't really have a day plan, so I decided I won't fall for the same shiz again Before I slept yesterday, I planned today's study schedule, and it worked because I knew there was a lot of breaks that allowed me to watch anime and and read a lot of my book and text my friends back without being in a hurry, and when I'd finish before the time I set, I'd add this time to my break.
the study plan/ schedule:
7:00/ 7:30 wake up
8:30 : 10:30 study session 1
10:30 : 11:00 break
11:00 : 12:30 study session 2
12:30 : 2:00 (pm) make food and eat (brunch)
2:00 : 4:00 study session 3
4:00 : 4:30 break
4:30 : 5:00 study session 4 (more of reading and organizing my thoughts on the part I'll study next)
5:00 : 7:00 make food and eat dinner
7:00 : 8:30 study session 5
8:30 : 9:00 break
notes on that: -study sessions can be replaced by assignments/ revising/ doing homework or a research or anything
- you should literally get better eating habits than mine, I'm not so healthy, I eat 2 meals only also and I don't usually have breakfast but I'd get snacks or yogurt or something light or some drinks in between - before I sit down to study I make sure I have all the tools needed so I don't get up (the notebooks, textbooks, planner, sticky notes, laptop, pens, highlighters, a bottle of water, a cup of something -so I won't get up to make something to drink- snacks, tissues, phone if needed)
-keep a note beside you and when you remember anything that you wanna do in your break write it down there
-more tips (that I didn't use much of today but helps me a lot) : =setting a timer
=listening to songs or music or something (when I'm down I play la la land's sound track)
=playing a movie/ cartoon or anything that you know well by heart so you wouldn't be so focused on it (actually worked- I did it before an exam)
=changing the place of studying (bed, balcony, kitchen, living room, at a friend's place, in a coffee shop, anywhere)
=video calling a friend or someone: you don't have to be studying the same thing
=keeping up with a friend to see what you both finished and what is left and give each other a push
=remember that progress is more important that perfection
=if you are tired you can just read the lesson and underline/ sort out the ideas in your head
=it's ok to not feel motivated, but know that if you waited for motivation it will never come .. also you can watch a motivational video if it works with you
=online study groups can be effective
-breaks (this is how I used my breaks):
=replying to certain texts
=checking on some people
=reading
=listening to music
=planning the next study session
=watching anime/ an episode of anything if its a long break =stretching or some kind of work out idk
=spending time with family (in my case I don't recommend much) =walk around
=clean/organize your room / do a chore
=spend it on your hobby
=learning a new language
=15/20 mins nap
=write down your thoughts

adhd-worlds
adhd-worlds

What is it with adults and their obsession with mindmaps? They love them, practically start foaming out of the mouth when mindmaps come up. Don't you dare bring up the fact that mindmaps dont work for you because you're lying they work for everyone


Most people I know with learning disabilities hate mindmaps and I would like to stop being taught about mindmaps thank you. They aren't for all

virtuouslibertines69
virtuouslibertines69

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He awoke each morning with the desire to do right, to be a good and meaningful person, to be, as simple as it sounded and as impossible as it actually was, happy. And during the course of each day, his heart would descend from his chest into his stomach. By early afternoon he was overcome by the feeling that nothing was right, or nothing was right for him, and by the desire to be alone. By evening he was fulfilled: alone in the magnitude of his grief, alone in his aimless guilt, alone even in his loneliness. I am not sad, he would repeat to himself over and over, I am not sad. As if he might one day convince himself. Or fool himself. Or convince others–the only thing worse than being sad is for others to know that you are sad. I am not sad. I am not sad. Because his life had unlimited potential for happiness, insofar as it was an empty white room. He would fall asleep with his heart at the foot of his bed, like some domesticated animal that was no part of him at all. And each morning he would wake with it again in the cupboard of his rib cage, having become a little heavier, a little weaker, but still pumping. And by the midafternoon he was again overcome with the desire to be somewhere else, someone else, someone else somewhere else. I am not sad.
— Johnathan Safron Foer - Everything is Illuminated

Art by Adam Riches